Forget everything you think you know about me.

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 04:18:09 GMT

Wow, I can't believe I am actually updating this. I didn't even think I remembered how.

How have all of you livejournal whores been?? <3

Well I am basically out the door so maybe I will update later.

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 03:41:05 GMT

I'm in a lot of pain right now. I had to get foot surgery and the numbing is wearing off and it's starting to hurt like hell. Oh gosh, and this is only the beginning of the pain. They had to give me four shots in my foot and shots are honestly the worst things possible. So my mom said I wasn't allowed to go anywhere because of my fooot so I am sitting home watching some weird show. But Katy came to visit me. =) And she might come back later!

9 days 'till Kathryn Ruth's birthday!

Wedensday was our dance show. Thanks for everyone who came! I had a lot of fun and all of the stress paid off. After Michelle and I walked back to herr house and hung out thurr'. Thursday, went to the mall with Mich and got some new clothess.....

I have the need to get some stuff out...

I feel like I have been loosing a lot of friends lately over the stupidest shit. People make mistakes but you gatta learn to forgive and forget. Maybe it will take time, but I feel like they don't care. I feel like they are putting no effort in to making this whole situation better, instead just ignoring me. I know we got a little out of hand and what happened was wrong, but it's not worth all of this, it's not worth hating us. Also, I hate how people have to get into other people's shit and problems so much. Honestly, it seems like certain peoples lives revolve around drama. They just search for it, and when they find something they can get involved with, they make it a bigger deal than it is. Fuckk, that probably made no sense but I had to get it out. Thankkks.

Comment if you want. <33

Fri, 29 Oct 2004 03:48:30 GMT

Woahh, I have never done one of these things so here goes...

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---Favorites---
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COLOR: Blue
TV SHOW: Laguna Beach. Fuck yeahh.
CD: It changes pretty much every week.
MOVIE: Thirteen
COMMERCIAL: Some MTV ones are pretty funny.
BOOK: I have a lot...The Perks Of Being A Wallflower being one.
SONG: Woah, tooo many. A classic is What Went Wrong. =)
BAND OR GROUP: TBS, Brand New, THE USED <3, Blink.
ANIMAL: Panda bear!
SCHOOL SUBJECT: Uhhh, English? 'Cause it comes easy for me.
BOY NAME: Shit that's a hard one. I like the name Adam.
Girl Name: Hmmm, Cheyenne.
FEELING: Accomplishment.
ICE CREAM: Chocolate.
VACATION PLACE: Cali. baby! =)
MUSIC: Ehh, I'd go for anything.
STORE: Always changes. Pac. Sun Maybe?
TV STATION: MTV
NUMBER: 3
SODA: Cream Soda.
WEATHER: Just right. Kinda cooool, but not cold.
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---Future---
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IN FIVE YEARS:
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: Not in five years. But eventually yeah.
JOB: Uhh, not sure.
GOALS: Go to a good college. And a lot more, I put pretty high expectations on myself lol.

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---Do you...---
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GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Nahh.
HAVE A BAD HABIT? Haha, tons. One being picking split ends haha.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Sometimes.
SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?: =) Sometimes.
LIKE TO DRIVE? Of course.
TYPE WITH FINGERS ON THE RIGHT KEYS? Haha no. I am the worst at that.
DRINK?: Sometimes, not much though.
SMOKE?: I have but don't.
ANY OTHER DRUGS?: Nope.
KNOW ANYONE WHO DRINKS UNDERAGE: Who doesn't?
~SMOKES: Yeah.
~DOES DRUGS: Yeah.
~LOST THEIR VIRIGINITY: Ahh, yes again.
~WORSHIPS THE DEVIL: Not worships? lol.
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---Have you---
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BROKEN THE LAW: Who hasn't?
RAN AWAY FROM HOME: Not really.
EVER CHEATED ON A TEST: Yep.
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Hahaa yeah.
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Yeah.
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Hahaa no. Wouldn't you like drown?
~IN CLASS: Yeah.
GONE TO CHURCH: Uh huhhh.
READ THE BIBLE: Not really read it.
STAYED HOME ON THE WEEKENDS?: Being grounded yeah. Or maybe just not in the mood.
BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL: No, not specificlly me.
EVER MET SOMEONE FAMOUS: Yeah, Tara Reid. And does bands count? lol.
IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Yeahh.
WENT SWIMMING IN THE OCEAN: OF COURSE. <33
CRIED IN PUBLIC: Yep.
LET A FRIEND CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER: Yeah, that's what friends are for!
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---Which is better?---
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HUGGING OR KISSING: Depends on the situation.
MUD WRESTLING OR JELLO WRESTLING: JELLLLO!
WHITE MILK OR CHOCOLATE MILK: Chocolate.
DEAFNESS OR BLINDNESS: Hm, deafness probably. I think it'd be easier.
SANDALS OR SHOES: Shoes.
PEPSI OR COKE: Coke.
CD OR TAPE: CD.
RAIN, SUN OR SNOW: Um, hmm! Snoww!
PEN OR PENCIL: Pen. I hate pencils 'cause I'm left handed and it always smears.
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Chocolate all the way.
BLACK OR WHITE: Black.

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---When/what was the last...---
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THING YOU PURCHASED: Gum from Walgreens. =)
TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: Hmm, Laguna Beach?
MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: My gosh, it's been too long for me to remember.
TIME YOU WERE GROUNDED: Like fucking 3 weeks ago.
WORDS YOU SAID: Shut up to my sister. =)
WORDS YOU TYPED: What I typed up thurr' ^^
PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE: Katyy.
THING YOU ATE: Some pasta thing. Yummm.
SONG YOU HEARD: TBS at Michelle's house.
PERSON YOU SAW: My sister.
PERSON YOU HUGGED: Katy I think!
TIME YOU CRIED: Last weekend.

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---Love---
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BOYFRIEND: Nope, not nowww.
DO YOU LOVE HIM?:
ARE YOU A VIRGIN? Yep, and proud too.
WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH?: Fuckk! Hahaa, like Bradley when I was two?
CURRENT CRUSH: My gosh, nothing meaningful. But I have those little things on people I haven't even talked to. Does that count?! =)
BEEN HURT?: Oh yess.
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: Hmm, probably dwelling in the past too much. I have a problem with that lol.
WHAT WOULD YOUR DREAM DATE BE LIKE? Probably what everyone says. Just like a romantic dinner and movie.
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---Random---
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ROLLERCOASTERS -DEADLY OR EXCITING?: Exciting.
WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED AND IMPORTANT POSSESSION?: My friends! =)
WHEN YOU WAKE UP, YOU: Turn on my straightner.
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Ummm, making someone happy. Or when someone says something genuinely nice to me. That's always good. Oh yeah, foood makes me happy!
WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET?: Boys Night Out maybee.
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER YOUR GOOD FRIENDS TO BE?: Michelle Katy Alyssa Megan Jaydee Ally Fee Jamie Aleisha Gilmore and Lindsay. Woo, I probably forgot some.
WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU WANT?: A Corvette. Haha, I wish.

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---Your thoughts on...---
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ABORTION: Against it.
TEENAGE SMOKING: Up to you. If you want to, go for it.
RAP: Puts me in a good mood. =)
DREAMS: Like the ones in your sleep? They're goooofy.
WORSE FEELINGS IN THE WORLD: Being depressed. Or feeling like you're not good enough.
SPICE GIRLS: FUCK YES.
RAPE: Sad. Rapers neeed to die!
SUICIDE: Also sad. Sucks that it's the only way people think they can get out of problems and shit like that.
SELF-MUTILATION: Say what?
DENTISTS: Hate 'em.
BUMS ASKING FOR DONATIONS: Give them some money. Hahaa, a couple dollars won't hurt.
THAT GUY IN THE STREET WITH A SIGN ON CARDBOARD: Same as above. ^^

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 00:40:50 GMT

It's raining!!! =) ye yaaay! But it's so damn cold...I like froze my ace of today.

Yesterday was the weddding. We had lots of fun and Michelle looked SOOO Purrrty. And so did Debbie and Lacey. And I got to meet the family, oh boyy. So many of them you don't even know...and then there's their texas accents, don't even wanna get into that. Haha, I love you Michelle Stephanie Smekal! And Bobby asked me to Homecoming! Oh gosh, it was so cute I was gunna cry. When me and Mich were going to the office he was waiting there and he gave me a teddy bear, hershey kisses, and a note that said ummm? I think it said, "I will shower you with kisses if you go to homecoming with me." Hahaa, totally Ally's idea. <3 But idk what's happening with that 'cause we all had plans to go in a limo with Jacob, but maybe he can come too, lol? HOW EXCITING! Enough of thattt, today we went to school at 4th lunch. Chris got pantsed and it was so fucking funny. Michelle saw the penis, I saw the ass. Then we went to 5th lunch and it is so much more crammmed then ours, it's crazy. Then went to the last two classes then went home then Michelle left and I hung out thurr' for an hour with the kitttty. Run-on sentence. Haha, I am a looooser. HOMECOMING GAME TOMMORROW! Everyone be there or dieeee! <3333

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 02:46:51 GMT

It's Chris and Steven's birthday!! Happy birthday my lovely twins! You guys are like fucking family to me. =)

I just got back from the Battle of the Bands with Katy and Amanda. It was fun except I had to leave early which sucked 'cause I only got to see three bands. AH STUPID PARENTS. Anyways, today was pretty good. Before school Michelle came over and we went to the store and got Steven a flower and Chris a ballooon. And Chris wore his PINK shirt we got him and Steven his basketball shorts. Hellll yeah! =) I'm sure everyone loved it. Ehh, I think that's all that is worth writing. Nothing too eventful happened today.

I guess I will write about my weekend? Friday I had to frickin' babysit. Good way to spend a Friday night, eh? Then Saturday Ally and Ash came over and we hung out then picked up Kate<3 and went to Jacob's house 'cause he was having a party-ishh thing. I wasn't really in the mood for that shiaat so I was trying to sleep but everytime I would get close to falling asleep fag Matt would poke me or something. =/ And then uhh I stayed there 'till 12 or something then Edgar drove me home with Ash and Lynne. Oh wee, I love those two! Jacob's fucking crazy when he's drunk so the whole time he was either yelling at one of us or like stripping. He was naked and jumped on Katy and started humping her...it was seriously the funniest thing I have ever seeen. Then Sunday I did homework and SLEPPPT. Yaaay. I'm sad break is over.

LOVE MEEE <33

Thu, 14 Oct 2004 18:50:44 GMT

These past few days have been better. :) Even though I am all stuffed up and like broke my wrist. Eeek.

Tuesday I went to Michelle's and then Mandy <3 came over. We just hung out and then went to Jacob's later that night. We watched Freddy Vs. Jason and it was fucking scaryy. And I hate scary movies so I was like crying in my corner. Then we wrestled and that's how I screwed up my wrist. Ouchh, it still hurts like hell. Then Michelle and I cleaned Jacob's kitchen and made food then left. We went back to Michelle's and uhh, just hung out? haha.

Wedensday I went to the State Fair with Mia and Matt. But it was fucking hott as ever so we didn't stay long. After I went back to Mandy's and we went to the game. It was kinda boring and blehh. But we won so that was coool. Then after me, Mich, Meg, Jamie, Aleisha, Bobby, and Kyle all drove around and went to the park. Then Kyle dropped Mich, Bobby, and I off at Mcdonalds and we walked to Michelle's and then I went home and left those two love birds alone. <333 Haha, and I will probably get killed for putting that in there but oh well.

I'm sad I didn't go to The Used concert. :( <----I WANNA MARRRRY THEM. <33

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 00:34:56 GMT

These past few days have been fucking shitty. Or maybe I need the alone time? I don't know, this really isn't a good way to start out break though. Michelle has been pissing me off lately. These past few days we have had plans and she has been totally blowing me off. I mean one time, no big deal. But after that, I think I have a reason to be mad. And then she asks me why I am mad....Hmm. Whatever, I hope tommorow is better. I really wanna go to the state fair so maybe I will do that? Idk.

Friday and Saturday were good though. Friday was a half day so that was cool. Michelle and I started walking home but then Matt picked us up. He's deffinitely a cutie. Then we met up with Aleisha and Jamie and went to the game. Everyone was fucking there. It was greaaaat. But we lost :(. And it was Ed's birthday! Happy birthday again baybeh. Then after Michelle, Jamie, Aleisha, Goheen, Kyle and I all went to Wendy's and hung out there and that's basiclly it. Then Saturday I just hung out, nothing too exciting.

James called me emo. I thought that was hillarious.

I feel like such a hypocrite. I don't wanna get into details about that though. I hope I don't do anything I regret.

Love you <33

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 23:17:23 GMT

Early release tommorow! Ahhh heck yes! THEN BREAK! Weee. :)

Let's see what has happened this week...

Tuedsay - JESS'S BIRTHDAY! I love herrr. Me and Mich got her flowers and put up posters all around the school. I hope she was embarasssed. Hahaaa.

Wednesday Lys came over and then we went to the DV vs. MP freshh game. Lots of fun! Ahh, I got to see Jaydee my fucking loverr...She is seriously the best ever. And then Andy! Hahaa, he's so gay I love it. :) Hmm who else...well I saw Jon with his emo-ishh straightened hair. But he is a bit too cool for me. Hahaaaa.

AHHH I AM SO DAMN EXCITED FOR BREAK with my loves Jamie Aleisha and Michelle! HELL YEAHHH!

<33

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 22:00:35 GMT

Ahh, this weekend was great! Maybe ‘cause it was MICHELLE’S BIRTHDAY SATURDAY! Heck yess. Well, I’m gunna give like a detailed explanation of what I did this weekend so if you don’t wanna know then uhh….don‘t read this? Haha.

Friday, Michelle came over after school and I don't think we did anything too exciting. Then we decided to get ready and go meet Jamie and Aleisha <33 at the movies. We didn't feel like staying thurr', so we decided to go to Peter Piper Pizza, only the best place in the world. And we are retarted and spent like 3903093 dollars on this one game that we couldn't even beat. :( Ah, gosh! And the little ticket guy let us buy whatever we wanted so we bought like a million things and I bought a football but I threw it at Daniel's head and never got it back. What a waste! So after we left that little place we went to Chris and Steven's. Steven was all out of it 'cause I think he was real tired from football. Haha, idiot. So then we left there at like 11-ish and me and Mich went to my house and crashed thurr'. Except for we wouldn't go to sleep 'cause we had to wait 'till 12 so Michelle was officially 15! Fuck Yeahh! So we got woken up at 6:30-ish by Michelle's stupid alarm clock becuase she was supposed to go ref. a soccer game, but we were too tired, so we didn't go. Haha, poor little soccer kids! They didn't have a ref.! Hmm, what happened after that...we went back to sleep and woke up at 9 and my dad made us pancakes. :) And he gave Michelle a present! HAHAHAA, it was frickin' great! So we just hung out at my house all day and then at night we all went to the California Pizza Kitchen for a surprise thing for Mich, but she kind of knew because of Steven. FAG STEVEN. It was me, Mich, Annelise, Jamie, Aleisha, Jess, Cara, Mandy, Kaila, Lindsay, Katy, Ally, Amanda, Steven, Chris, and Eric. We had a lot of fun except for we had a bitch waitress. She was pissed 'cause we didn't order enough food. Haha, idk? And Matt and Mia stopped by and Matt had drawn a picture for Michelle! It was cute. And Steven gave Michelle a rose. Ah, now that's love. After we were done eating, some of us stayed at the mall and just walked around and I got a poster of my love Tom! Ah, I want to do him right now. Then Matt Schleccccty (I wish I knew how to spell that) came and picked us up and thankfully he was sober. But Jacob was another story. He was all over the place and was about to like fall out of the car window. Me and Kate were yelling at him soo much. So we all went back to Jacob's apartment and hung out there with Peter and some kid Daniel and his friend and his girlfriend but we had to like all hide in Jacob's room 'cause his parole officer was coming over to check on him. Thankfully, he didn't get in trouble. :) At like 12, Steven and Chris got the car and took me and Kate <3 home and I swear we almost got killed. Steven is a maniac driver. I think that is it from my experiences of this weekend. Today is Miss Amanda Hunt's birthday! I love you babyy!

Leave me comments! <33

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 22:38:04 GMT

I'm gunna start updating once a week...or more! That's my goal. I'm bored off my ass right now. MICHELLE ISN'T PICKING UP HER DAMN PHONE AND WHEN SHE FINALLLLY DOES, I'm gunna shoot her. <3 A bunch of us are hanging out at Jacob's later but until then, I have nothing to do. :( Save me from this horrible-nesss.

Yesterday was cutee. It was a half day which was great! After school Kate <3 took me over to Michelle's and we hung out thurr' for a couple hours. Mich is a loser and didn't go to schoool, and only losers don't go to school. Anyways, we went to Sonic which is like THE GREATEST place. Happy hour bithcess. Then I went home and then Mich came over and we hung out and had some serious bonding time. And we ate...and talked...and ate some more. Then we decided we had nothing else better to do so we went to the movies at like 8 30 ish. It was funn but I saw some kid there I really didn't wanna see, so that kind of ruined my night. :( But oh well, THINK POSITIVE! I toook pictures too! I have an obssesion with cameras. I want a digital camera of my own so fuckingg bad I think I'm gunnna cry. Then I got a ride home from Chaseyy Wasey and then hung out for a little bit, then went home, then went to sleep.

Does anyone know the date of the Taking Back Sunday/Fall Out Boy/Other Great Bands concert? I can't figure it out...or maybe I am just stupid?

Give the love and take it back <3 Hahaa, I love you all.

Oh yeah, and if I haven't been showing it much lately, I LOVE ALL OF MY FRIENDS SO MUCH. Seriously, I would be no where without every single one of you 'cause you all have made such a difference in my life.

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 20:53:23 GMT

I really need to start updating more...But I never have timee! Ughh, maybe I should just get rid of this?...what do you all think?

Anyways, Friday Mich and Manda came over and we got ready to go to the DV game. We wanted to show like massive spirit but we didn't have any paint or stuff to write on shirts with. Ehh, there's always next time. At the game everyone was bugging me and I just wanted to go sit in a corner by myself and sleep. I always have a negative attitude about everything lately. I feel like this girl who everyone just thinks of as a big bitch. And I have this problem talking crap about people I don't know. : / Ughh, I really think I'm just gonna start fresh with everything and start being a bit more positive. Well, maybe a lot more. Anyways, back to Friday, like halfway through the game me, Mich, Amanda, Kate, Jesse, and Jordan decided to take the Alex to go get some food at Wendys. Ahh, yum :) Then Saturday it rained. aklj,aa, yaaay! Then at night like 20 of us went to Applebee's and ate thurrr then went to Sadies. It was fun but not like GREATT. Everyone was all baseball-ishh. It was cute (without the e) Then me and Mich left and went to the track and ran around it and everyone thought we were crazyy, but that's okay. Then we went to the lakewood lake and sat there and I talked to Jonnny. Then went home and talked to Jonn and Jessse more 'till like 3 ish and then went to sleep. Goshh, isn't my life SO FUCKING EXCITINGG!? I think today I'm going to Jon's to work on our book reports together and be looosers. :) That's alll....Commeeent if you love me! <3

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 19:37:52 GMT

Sorry I haven't updated in awhile...been kind of busy. I was finally not grounded this weeked! Ah yay! It seemed so weird to be actually going out. Well, let's see...Friday night I went to the movies with Michelle and Katy. I actually had a lot of fun :) Kaila brought her camera so for like the whole night we were just flying around taking pictures of random stuff. Hm, what else happened that night...I broke a glass bottle and everyone started calling me names for doing it. Someone called me a whore which was pretty funny cause how does breaking a glass make you a whore? Haha. And then me Mich, Katy, Amanda, and Kaila went to Wendys and I saw Jayy there :) Ohh I love her! And then I met this guy Daniel and I kind of have a little crush on himm...but he's older, so that's badd. And then I was supposed to hang out with Jon and he was waiting at Maggie Moo's for mee to come over there but he never clarified that he could take me home so that didn't work out. STUPID JON! Then Saturday I went to Michelle and just hung out there all day. Later that night I went to the mall with Katy and Lindsay! We hung out with Jacob and his brother and some other kid for awhile and then Annelise, Jamie, and Aleisha for a little while too. And Daniel was supposed to come but he was being gay and couldn't get a car. :( slsujksjks I'm mad at him. Hmm, I think that's it. Today I don't think I'm doing anything so farr. Love youu <3

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 21:38:48 GMT

I'm seriously so sick of all of this shit. Why do people think it's so cool to do drugs and have sex and drink? It's really not. It doesn't do any good to anyone. Ok yeah, maybe drinking and stuff can be "fun" but there are million of other ways you can have fun without that stuff. It just seems like since we are all in high school and stuff everyone is into all of that. And it's just really starting to piss me off since a lot of my friends think it's oh so cool. I seriously just want to like smack them and be like "DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GETTING YOURSELF INTO." I mean I guesss it's fine if they want to be considered sluts and druggies and all that great stuff. But whatevurr...personally I don't want to be involved with all of that now. And I was talking to Jaydee about it and I'm glad someone feels the same :) I seriously love her so much, she is like the bestt person to just talk about shit with. And blehh, then there is rumors, which are so fucking stupid too. So someone is saying me and Nick did all of this shit but whatever, whoever started it is just plain retarted and needs to get a life. I know what's true and if you all don't believe it, then fuckk you, you should know me better then that. But I really don't care. I've really just had to get this all out cause it's been bugging me more than ever. Comment and tell me what you think about all of this please...

<3<3

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 04:02:13 GMT

Yet another weekend goes by were I am grounded. I really don't even understand what I do wrong. It just seems like my parents think of crazy, stupid reasons for me to be grounded. Blehh, If I am grounded next week I will be extremely pissed. But anyways, we had a half day yesterday so that was great! The day went by sooo fast. Then after school I took Erica home then me, Michelle, Amanda, and Kaila all hung out for a couple hours. It was great, they are hilarious! And Erica is like one of the greatest people I have everr met. She always has this good vibe about her. I love you Erica Leigh Case! :) Yeah, but then after school I just went home and slept. And today I had to go to my grandmas and visit her. She got frickin' liposuction. Woah, she is like WAYY to old for that. It's kind of discusting. I mean, who's looking at her (in that way) anyways. Haha. Anyways, I am kind of mad because the Edge Fest. and Sadie Hawkins are on the same day. I asked someone to Sadies but he doesn't know it's on the same day as the Edge Fest. and so he will probably want to go to the Edge Fest, and so will I, so that won't be working out :/ Oh well, we will see. I really wanted to hang out with miss Katy Diamond this weekend. BLEH. That's all...wait...I LOVE JOURDAN DARIA GRABOWSKY!!

<3<3

Thu, 26 Aug 2004 00:03:48 GMT

Today actually wasn't that bad! I saw a fight today...It was great. Haha, I was getting so into itt. One of the girls was wearing this tiny skirt and she got pushed on the ground and her legs were like wide open and a lot of people were watching. I felt bad for her. But I had two tests today, so that kind of sucked. :-/ And I totally flunked one of 'em. Hmm, what else...Someone stole the note Katy wrote to me and I had no clue what it said...so hopefully nothing bad. Steven is growing like a beard here! Ahh, it's great! We have a half day Friday so I'm reall excited about that. :] Oh yeah, it was Mandy's birthday yesterday! Just thought I'd tell you all. Really, I think that's itt.

Love You <3

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 21:52:05 GMT

So yesterday I saw Open Water with Michelle and Aj and Kevin, and Katy was supposed to come :(. Anyways, yeah it was kind of stupid but whateverr. The ending was depressing. And then after Michelle and I saw Princess Diaries <3 Haha, I loved it for some weirdd reason.

I don't get why all guys care about is getting with girls. Why can't they ever just want a meaningful relationship and not just doing stuff. Idk, maybe it's just the age we are at that guys are at there peak of horniness? Lol, maybe not. Or maybe all people care about these days is doing stuff and I'm weird and want something more then that? I don't get it. Will someone please explain to me?...

<3<3

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 19:26:16 GMT

Sorry I haven't been updating much lately. My life isn't that interesting. Yesterday was seriously like one of the worst days of my life. School was fine and stuff but then after....bleh. So first we had to wait for like ever for Kristen to pick us up after school. And then we took home Skyler and Chris. We got to see Chris's bunny! Wee, it's so cutee, but it's kind of dirty :[ Anyways, then me and Mich went back to her house and we were locked out of her house for TWO AND A HALF HOURS in the heat. And she didn't have a cell phone or anything so I just about thought I was gonna die. But then finally after waiting out there for ever my sister picked us up and took us back to DV. And then we walked around like the whole school looking for the football players but we couldn't find them so my mom picked us up. Then, Michelle went home and I had to go to some service thing with my family, so that was what I did on my Friday night. Don't you just hate those shittty days? Bleh. Today I think I'm going to Michelle's and then we want to see The Village and all of those scary movies later. Who knows.

Love you all <3

Sun, 15 Aug 2004 08:27:19 GMT

Hey cuties. First week of school...over! ZIPPPO ZAMM! Yaaay...Even better, half day Monday. Well last night I was f'ing grounded. For no reason too. I swear parents are so weird. So I basiclly went to sleep at like 7 and uhhh, that was my exciting night. Tonight I went to the battle of the bands thing with Michelle and Amanda. It was fun. I got to see a lot of people I hadn't seen in awhile. Everyone did fantasticc! And then after we we went to Mcdonalds. On the walk there me and Michelle were like highh (but not literally) and were like screaming Brand New and Taking Back Sunday songs...We got a fewww weird looks here and there but what the hell. Then we made some now friends named...uh, James Preston and Tawnie. James was a sweeetie. And he had his lip pierced. Yumm :] Stever Wever has no pever = Steven had no penis. Nothing new! Well, we're going to sleep now. Love you. <3

I am heaven sent. Don't you dare forget, I am all you've ever wanted.

Leave some comments so I feel like I have friends!...

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 02:33:12 GMT

High school's actually not that bad. :] It's a lot better then I expected and not as "scary" as people made it sound! I have like three friends in each class which is great! I'm not a loner, woaah. So, the first day I only got lost once! Amazing. It sucks though cause it's so hott and so when you have to go outside to get to classes I like diee. And then after school my sister was like 10 minutes late to pick me and Skyler up so we were like dying, yet again. Haha, Skyler's a cutie. :] It sucks though cause I never see Michelle Katy or Lys. Actually, I haven't seen them at all except when I pick up and take Michelle and when I picked up Lyss. :[ Blehh, all I have to say is we better stay as close as we are.

Well that's enough about my little experiences...How have all of your guys's first days been going?!

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Sat, 07 Aug 2004 06:40:34 GMT

Ehh, I just got back from the movies and now we're all hanging out at my house. Well, Lys just left so now it's just me and Michelle. Tonight was kind of...stupid. I don't know I was kind of bored. But I got to see beautiful Jaydee! :) We saw The Little Black Book or whateverr...It was cute. Yesterday I went to the Pointe with Michelle Katy Steven Chris and Justin. It was fun except for someone shit on the frickin' slide so couldn't go on those. Stupid kids. Who shits on slides anyways? So yeah we just hung out there for the day. And then today me and Mich went to the mall. I bought a shirt that says Brand Nizzle. I love it, it makes me happy. Haha, I'm a loooooser. :) AND IT RAINED TODAY!!!

School starts in three days. Am I the only one who thinks this is crazzzy?!

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Wed, 04 Aug 2004 19:00:09 GMT

Ah, I don't want school to start. :( I have a feeling I'm going to be such a loner. I think I'm gonna have a problem making new friends cause I get kind of shy around people I don't know. Anyways, here's my schedule for anyone that cares...

Geometry

Comp Apps.

Fresh English

Lunch

Chem Phys.

Adv. Dance

Spanish 3-4

Blahh, the TBS c.d. is getting kind of annoying. The more I listen to it the more I don't like it. In my opinion, there old shit was much better.

5 dayys...It went by too fast.

But today I just threw it all away. Though the light burns my eyes I will not be blind, if you blink, you could miss so much. Please don't ever close your eyes <3<3

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 23:11:36 GMT

It seems like I haven't updated this thing in forever...Well actually I think it's only been a week. :) Today I finally got the new TBS c.d. I'm liking it a lot. Anyways, it's like the only thing I have to listen to since I left all the rest of my c.d.'s in Cali. It fucking sucks! And I got a new backpack, but it's just plain black--boring. So now, since I have nothing else better to write about, I'll just say what I have been up to these past few days.

Wednsday-- Michelle and I went to the mall and went shopping, and I think that's it.

Thursday--Uhh, I think I went to Steven and Chris's if I'm thinking correctly.

Friday-- I went to the movies with Katy and Michelle. Kind of a depressing night and all, but eh whatever.

Saturday-- Finally went and saw Napolean Dynamite with Robby and Bradley. Funniest movie ever! I don't think I've ever laughed harder :)

Sunday--Lol, well that's today...I haven't been up to much. I helped Michelle's sister pack a little bit and then went shopping with my mom, but that's all.

Sorry for boring you all :-/...

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Wed, 28 Jul 2004 18:16:50 GMT

Hii :) I'm excitted, Ally and I are hanging out tomorrow which will be like a first in for everr. I miss her more than imagineable!

Well, blahh...yesterday I had to go to the dentist. :( I hate the dentist with a passion. They poke at your teeth for like hours and hours and hours, and it hurtts! Then after that I went to Michelle's and then we hung out with Robby. But it started raining so the little toots left us. Loooser. So then we went over to Chris and Steven's and I found my shoe!! I thought someone ate it but really it was just hidden under Chris's bed. And then today we're going to the mall! Well, I think we are?!

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Sun, 25 Jul 2004 03:53:38 GMT

Baby baby baby! :) Haha, well, being the losers we are, me and Michelle are playing Nintento right now. Tony Hawk, lmao.

Last night we went to the movies and saw Catwoman with Kevin Jacob and Aj. DUIDDJKFM cute cute kids! I GOT TO SEE KATY AND FEENA, FINALLY! <3<3 Then, afterwards we went over to Steven and Chris's. There were five of us in the back of the car, which only had two seats, so that didn't work too well. Well, Chris was in the trunk but yeaaaah. And I cute my foot open and it got all over my pants and the car. Eew :( Well, we hung out there till like 12 and then went back to Michelle's. Then, today, we went back over to Steven and Chris's and hung out with them and Phillip and Jacob and Justin. AND BRIAN! lol. Ehh, well tonight Robbyyyy was supposed to come over but I guess not cause his mom said the weather was bad?! :( I LIKE THE WEATHER RIGHT NOWW!

I love you Mich Hell...

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Thu, 22 Jul 2004 19:08:11 GMT

Hi suckerss! Ouch, I'm so sore right now it's like unbelievable. At dance yesterday I was in my splits and the teacher sat on me. dujdkd, it hurt :( So I couldn't even like get out of bed this morning. Hah.

Last night I got grounded for absoultely no reason. My dad said I was giving him an "attitude" Hahaaa, me?! Never 0:) Eh, well I think it ws only for that night anyways.

Today I think I'm going to Kate's to hang out with people. I miss everyone soo much. Michelle Katy Lys Ally Feef Lindz :( And I miss my love Amanda Jean! COME BACK FROM CALI. NOW BITCCCH!

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